Morality...Reality...they Rhyme :}

had a conversation with my counselor...only to notice that i missed two periods in school and lunch...

Not to say that time was wasted...I learned far greater things than I would have in class.

I found that sitting alone in this class, for lunch as I'm doing this very moment was as she put it: my way to find strength. Turns out, I'm an eagle. Or similar. Figuratively. An eagle looks for strength in flying directly towards the sun...and it keeps flying and flying and darting at that big ball all by itself...till it can no longer stand the heat of the sun....till it hurts and burns, it Plunges into the sea...where then its feathers come off....Completely naked the Eagle weak and strained crawls out of the sea, and up to a cliff. Where then the Eagle sits to itself, alone, featherless, in silence for months, till its feathers grow strong and proud once more. Only then will it join the world once more. only then does its strength rejuvenate. Till the Eagle excepts it upon himself to live between influence and struggle and the ultimate true judgement of character: life and its crisis.

I guess I am an eagle. I Like I know that. That was a 'wow' in my brain...and for the exact same reason that eagle tries so hard, then sits isolated and aloof ed on a cliff to ponder for strength to continue...Im here, room 103 lunch....all alone. For Morality, for strength, for character and God. Reality, pretty much. This one surely.